Everything is in a mess. Idw to talk about it, think about it or even care. But, the problem, how to not think or care? Trust is seriously very important. But when the trust given is betrayed, the feeling is like hell. So, giving too much trust was my mistake. I trusted them thinking they wouldn't betray my trust. See what happens. A serious tip everyone out there, beware of who you trust, sometimes even the most trustworthy ones betray your trust.