ihatemylife.


im usually not so negative and stuff, but at this time of my life, i just can't stop. i don't want to open up to anybody either. it is just something, i want to just hide inside of myself so that i won't have to hear anyone's comments about. sorry but you have to understand. it is really hard and whenever i try, i just end up crying so i gave up trying. some things are just best to be kept in myself yea? :|.


hmmm, trip to the farm was dumb except for two things.
1) all the leaf tasting thingy was fun
2) got one cute dog <3

kk, h2h w/ xt @ lpmac. meaningful? i guess. shared some stuff. maybe too much? sighs. idk. whenever i wake up in the morning to get ready for school, i just feel like running away. from tests, from teachers, from friends, from reality.

how i wish the world can be like the internet. you can feel sad and just put on a smiley face and say you are fine. you can imagine yourself to be what you want to be. thru the internet, it is also easier to say things. in front of the person, you might have prepared for it the past 2 weeks but when it is the real thing, words just can't come out and you'll just feel like running away.

hmmm, maybe i revealed a little too much here. but still, everything is still a mystery, just like how i want it to be. i hope it will stay this way huh? (: